Funny how I end up the same place a lot lately....confused. Confused of which direction I want my job to go, of where my life is taking me and confused about what the heck is going on with that special someone. Things were great this weekend but apparently I read too far into things. I am not sure if he knows what he wants or if he knows and it is not me. If that is the case then tell me...quit stringing me a long like some rejected puppet that you found in the attic. The string is getting worn and I am about to fall of. I am tired of playing this game, I am not a game player when it comes to peoples emotions. The only problem is, that I can't just shut the feelings off that I have.
It is hard being strong for everyone else when I can not even do that for myself. I guess it is always easier to be on the outside looking in than on the inside looking out. I just need to make up my mind, pick a direction and stick with it, there's bound to be another road if I do not like the one I am on.
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It's hard to be in a relationship and hard to be out of them too.
Sha la la la la la live for today.
Michelle, your answer was contained in your last sentence..."there's bound to be another road if I do not like the one I am on."
I find that the times I want the most control are the times when it escapes me. There are no absolutes in life. Enjoy what comes, be grateful for the happiness you find in the moments and know you are right where you're supposed to be and doing exactly what you're meant to do.
The confusion will pass... promise.
ciao bella~
CeeCi
That's kinda what I believe too, Michelle. I don't allow my mind to obsess too much about choices. Ultimately, there are no wrong choices, just more choices. :)
~S
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